Welcome to the forum!!!
You are healing! Allow it to happen as it will. Your feelings are normal and natural.
Do not worry about your husband's opinion. You have to contend with your appearance and be happy with yourself.
Give it some time, and give yourself sometime. Soon you will be back to your old self ... but new and improved!!!
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