I had a nose job last year in November and after that my life has been completely ruined. I hate looking in the mirror now, I have no self-esteem anymore, I feel ugly. The shape of my nose was changed but it isn't crooked or upturned or botched.
I had some mental health issues before I did it like a mild depression all my life and I believe I had bdd as a teen. I am in my 30's now. I also suffer from social anxiety and have an extremely avoidant personality. Regardless of the mental illness, though, my life before this nose job was great. I used to love and do so many things and had a pretty good self-esteem. I now stay in the house everyday except to go to work which is so depressing. I'm in the deepest depression that I hardly get out of bed on the weekend to clean or do anything else. My t.v. is on all the time, I'm on the internet all the time when I used to be out doing fun things and living life. The nose job has just ruined my life. I never heard of this happening to anyone before, can anyone understand what is going on with me?