Hate how I look
 

I am ugly. Really ugly. So much so that I hate cameras and mirrors. My life is consumed about how awful I feel. I have never been married and probably never will, who would want me? I'm not even sure plastic surgery could make me presentable. My question is simple. Is there a surgeon out there who can look at my features and recommend what I might be able to do to feel like I don't want to be invisible anymore. I don't need to be beautiful just decent. I would need finance options as well. Any help or insight would be wonderful.